Today is the day

Today. At 1:00. I will have my head shaved. I won't do it with the dignity that so many others have. I will cry like a baby. And I won't take pictures to show how brave I'm being. Because I won't be. It just seems like the lesser of 2 shitty things. Shave it off, or keep getting big handfulls. Oh, and what isn't coming out by the roots is breaking off so what's there looks like hell.